PROFILE

2009-06-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

2009-03-03T17:34:00.002+08:00

Go here from now on.

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2009-02-27T17:51:00.011+08:00

Since one of my friends said that my blog is very boring, then i shall post some pictures for today. So, there you go!

Next up will be.......

"Some polls indicate, Rezky get the most praise than Adly Fairuz, Dude Harlino, Randy Pangalila and another actors cinema television Indonesia." - extracted by http://indoganteng.blogspot.com

I`m still into him but not like in the past. He is now popular in this country. And thanks ehh SENSASI!!

Nevertheless, i found a replacement. Wanna know who? Check it out....

RICKY HARUNNNNNNNN!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!! YOU`VE MADE ME MELT, BABY!!
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Check this out too. I`ve made a new one. So, do visit it. No worries. I`ll find a day and time to ask all of those who i know to relink me, okay readers?

My Livejournal

2009-02-20T18:01:00.008+08:00

It`s been the third time i switch on and off the computer today. My intention was actually to do my art and finish up all my drawing by tonight. I repeat only drawing not yet toning ehh. But something have influence me to surf something else rather than finish up my art. Okay, i rather not talk about school lah. Enough with this week. And next week are mostly cover up by all those common test, mock test and etc. Ohh, i`m tired.

I seriously really want to go kampung. I`ve told this many times to my father but all he could said is that "Bapa keje lah this weekend, ira.". And if my mother, "Mak keje full time ehh this week. So please, jangan kacau." So does that evident proves that my parent is actually busy with their work? I am actually livid when they somehow accused me that i actually want to skip my religious class. Padahal aku rindu orang kat sana. Ohh, i`m tired.

As for tomorrow, i intend to revise and finish up all my incomplete homeworks. And if my brother tries to irritate me with his nuisance, i`ll bite his cheeks and left a big red mark there. Not until he cries. Okay, i think i`m done with this time round. To summarise all of it, i`m stressful already and i`m not looking forward for my seventeen. Don`t ask my why because i also don`t know the answer.

2009-02-13T19:16:00.004+08:00

I`m in the state of confused now. I`ve planned to move to Lj soon. But not now because i`m not done yet with some parts of the Lj. Perhaps you must be thinking why i move huh? Okay, let me clear the doubt of yours first. I just feel that i`ve to have a personal posts which is private for myself. I can`t take any longer for me to keep all those problems that`s been haunting me. I`ve to clean up all those messes in me. I did this because somehow i feel that no ones understand me very, very well. Secondly, i`m getting bored and bored each day with blogger. Last but not least, i want something new this time round and it`s a secret. Shhhssshh!!

Can i have any interclass competiton this year? It`s the last year for all the graduating classes man. So any of my readers happens to be the councillor of the school? Dah lah tkd prom, takkan nie pun tkle kan. Betul tak east viewans? ((:

I`m done with today post. Oh before that Happy ~~Valentine`s~~ Friendship`s Day in advance. Fourteen of feb doesn`t means anything to me and my family because in Islam is forbidden to celebrate it. Chey!! Hahahahaha. If friendship, can lah. Who say cannot. Okay, bye bye. See you next friday then.

2009-02-06T17:08:00.018+08:00

THROUGH THE FIRE FOR YOU.

Pheww!! It`s the day where i can finally unwind and able to have a proper update then. Week 6 was basically a dismal week. As i started to slack a little bit especially Maths. Everytime i discern the teacher, for sure, i will start to reverie. With his method of teaching, i could probably study by myself then. I just find he`s futile in teaching maths especially for those graduating classes. Lucky i have kak Ain to help me. Mother Tongue is always prosaic. So, i don`t have to elaborate much about it. I just want the old Cikgu Rina back. It`s very unexpectedly for me to say this. I am so into ART now. I am so addictive with the papercut now. It`s fun, i tell you.

All my savings will be used up by my art stuff. Because the school doesn`t provide us with any facilities anymore. My savings are actually meant for so called "myself-gift" on my birthday. I want to get things that i crave for by my own money. That is what i tend to do. Unfortunately, the dreams of doing so, had to be cancelled. Do i sound like i`m sad? I was supposed to sound the way it is. Haha. Oh before that, the intention to do a mini celebration for my 17^TH had to be cancelled. Due to some of my mates. They will be going to Bintan. I don`t want if there are not there with me.

Till here then. If i have the mood to update either on Saturday or Sunday, i do so.

2009-01-30T20:09:00.008+08:00

I missed the meet ups with these girls just now.

So sad y`know.

Friday is always my favourite day. Cause it`s time for me to unwind. Forget about study for at most a day. After school, i met up with my mum. I was being forced by her to accompany her to Ang Mo Kio. Unfortunately, the shop was closed. You should know how the feeling is when you came all the way from east to west, but then it was closed. I wasn`t that apprehensive though. It`s been a long time since i went out her. Merely the both of us. Blame her for putting career as the first priority. Haha. Just kidding. Family comes first no matter what.

I`ve still not yet finish reading my book - Butterfly Sting by Eva Rice. It`s not even thicker than New Moon or Twilight. It takes me about three-quarters of the month to finish up. But still, i love their storyline. I shall categorized this book under "Pause Relationship". I`m such a slow reader just like Faeza. Haha. At least, i got friend.

I feel like to throw a party for my 17^TH. It`s still long way to go, i know that. I talk about this with my mum just now and she agreed. As for my father, not yet. But i do hope that he will agree. If both already agree on this, i will drag my cousin in so that we could celebrate his 19^TH and my 17^TH together. It`s just 9 days different what. The more the merrier. Who knows i got "tersangkut" with one of his friend. Haha. Doa kan ahh.

Nothing else much i could share here anymore. So let`s hand this over to the dust. Dust, your turn!!

2009-01-27T14:25:00.013+08:00

Basically, i do relish the long holidays given. I used it very sensibly though i thought at first that it would be a prosaic holidays as there was nowhere i can go. So what my family and i did was to unwind at my aunt`s crib and we had so called family-gathering-last-minutes-plan. This all happened because of Aidil. It`s a long story but i`m not going to elaborate much here. I reached home today at 3 in morning. Afterall, i merely had my holidays very succeed though.

As for today, i`ll just sit at home. The plan of going out with Eka had already been cancelled because of me. My mum doesn`t allow me to go out so that`s basically the reason why. So, i plan to finish up all my homeworks and after that, i`ll do some revision. The house seems to be quite a good spot to study today as my both sisters were out studying and left Aidil to me. But good enough that he knows how to be good brother.

There`s something actually bothers me when i`m in ______. I speculate that year 2009 has given me the opportunity to be a little more stronger than before. If all this while, i can be what i am before, why can`t i just bear for at least another year. Sometimes, i feel that i`m just a feeble girl who can`t be strong enough. I likes to cry inside rather than outside. Whenever i share my problems or any doubts with the others, they will either be the with opponent side or blame me for being too soft-hearted. For now, it`s better for me to keep mum with all these. I like or loathe it, i shall just keep it to myself. (P/s: i don`t need anyone to pity me about this or anyone to ask me whether i`m okay or not. Cause my answer will always be, "I`m okay".) I just need one person with me who happens to be my childhood friend, Eka.

Somehow i feel that i rue doing this and that. Somehow i feel that i wasn`t supposed to tell anyone about this and that. Somehow i feel that God is just testing me once again about this and that. Somehow i feel that there`s always a very kepo people who wants to know about this and that. Somehow i feel that i don`t actually rely too much on my friends about this and that. And last but not least, somehow i feel that i`ve just need to enact about this and that.

No meeting up with Eka EQUALS TO will not be able to get the picture. Sad y`know.

2009-01-23T15:29:00.006+08:00

As per normal, i shall start off first with the school stuff then, i could open a suitable topic to be shared here.

I`ve a great time in school throughout this whole one week. It seems that the class bonding is getting closer and closer each day. And that wasn`t implied when we were as 403. This week we were praised by a few of the teachers. Praise as in good thing i mean. I just love the P.E lesson last thursday where we played floorball as one class. I can feel the spirit, man. I`m no longer looking forward for malay lesson anymore. It was not only we got to mixed with the 4E but it was also very prosaic. All i did was to countdown till the lesson ends. It`s not that i loathe the 4E cohorts. Only some but lucky they were not in my band. Pheww!! Humanities is managable. I`m trying my hard to be awake for the lesson. A few days left before the new students join the class to retake O again. I hope that they can be as cooperative as what it had be now.

I am so in love with David Archuleta - A Little Not Over You till today.

P/s: Aku sanggup download tu video kat aku nye hp. (((((: Jadi boleh tgk die siang, petang dan juga malam. (((((((:

2009-01-18T16:53:00.013+08:00

I heart Bunga Citra Lestari!! I adore/admire everything about her especially her beauty.

It was the first day of my madrasah today. At first, i thought that this year would be prosaic like last year. However, it turned out to be the opposite way. Why why why? Because my class were mostly "conquer" by the seniors (16 & above). I tell you, last year was extremely boring. So that`s why i intend to quit. Except for my form teacher. I still prefer like year ones. Because this year, y`know the one who wore scarf till she cover her mouth too? Ahh that one laa my form teacher. Peh garang!! Eiyja is jealous with me because the guy who like her is with the same class as me. Haha! One thing that i observe is that the guys are now becoming like one of those typical mat reps. Haha! How i wish that youtube guy didn`t quit madrasah. If not, i could probably see/watch him every Sunday. And that will give me the impel to start a new/fresh monday. Sad y`know.

My family have becoming like a bookworm. Really ehh. That`s very interesting ahh. And now i intend to go to Bedok/Pasir Ris library once a fortnight. Haha! Why there? Firstly, i find both places are very comfortable especially Bedok unlike Tampines. So many minahs and mats there. That`s a very nice one to laugh at. Banyak-banyak tempat, krg lepak kat situ. Tsk3. Afterall, Bedok and Pasir Ris is not that far what. ((:

So wait for me till next friday. I`ll try to update when i have the time. And if you want to know which poly i intend to go and what course i want, wait for it. Haha! Someone wants me to blog about this. Just wait ehh. Okay bye then.

2009-01-16T17:41:00.004+08:00

Hey hello. So let`s not update by elaborating about school or whatever that is connected with school stuffs. I want to share something else here. But what? See la, whenever it comes to update the blog, my mind will be totally blank. Okay, wait. Let me think of a subject that is suitable for me to share here.

Okay, i find one. It looks like the fifth month for me is tomorrow. I feel a twinge of regret with myself actually although there`s no use anymore. If i didn`t into it, i could probably be happy now. Extremely happy indeed. Nevermind, let`s try harder this time round. (((:

A short post for today. Happy weekend, people!

2009-01-14T15:37:00.006+08:00

School have been err okay. So far so good. I could perceive what is being thought. Except for history. But i`ll try my best no matter what. I don`t want to arse around anymore this year. N and O is way too far. With the O results this year, it really scares me. And i mean alot. I don`t want to dismay my family, relatives and friends.

I was blogghopping and what i`ve discern so far, many of them were initially heartbroken. Haha! It just the first month of the year. Haha! See laa i laugh at people but actually i`m also one of them. Haha! What to do when the opposite sex/ourself`s feeling is gone. Might as well forget it before we were into serious relationship. Till then, i`m slothful to elaborate/type any longer.

Listen to Potret - Musim Putus. Right now, i`m addicted with David Archuleta - A Little Too Over You. Oh shut up if i`m out-dated or whatever it calls.

And Eka!! The youtube guy that i told you is really him ehh. Haha! I did some investigation ahh. I like. But then, i know you don`t like just because he is _____________ (((((:

2009-01-02T20:41:00.006+08:00

How`s the start of school today, people??

Seniors of the most seniors. Who said that, classmates?? Haha. It started with a blurry look for all those sec 5 students (i still don`t believe i`m a sec 5 student) . We don`t know what class are we in that`s why we look kind of lost. Settle down and blah, blah, blah. You readers should know how`s the first day of school taste like huh. Mdm Naj, gorgeous teacher ever in EVSS, is still my form teacher for 3 years in a row and i`m very, very happy. Most of the time, we just stayed in class and had some free time with classmates and teachers. Such a nice seat i have in class. Why huh?? Surrounded by guys ahh. As usual, assign those who are eligible for some responsible stuff like class leader, treasurer, head welfare, etc. I was in the noticeboard members. Looking forward for all those decorations. Woohhhooo!! Eventhough the timetables sucks but still i believe it`s good for me as i can spend more time in school and with teachers.

Khairiyah called me while i was sleeping in the noon just now. The reason why she called me because faeza doesn`t pick her call and of course she miss me too. Hehe. She said she was wondering what`s the three of us were doing in school. Awww, that`s so sweet. She was overjoyed when i told her that her favourite guy teacher teach us P.E. Hmpf! Aku tak suke laa. Maluuu!!

And ohh ya, i won`t be updating that frequently anymore. I just update when it comes to necessary stuff. Maybe twice a week. If you miss my frequently update, just tag and who knows, i will have the urge to update by then. So, happy schooling kiddos!! ((:

2008-12-31T15:29:00.005+08:00

I end my year 2008 with a very, very broad smile. ((((((:
Only i know.

Tomorrow is the start of new/fresh/pure day/month/year.
Resolution for 2009:

-Strive harder for the future.
-Focus mainly on studies first.
-Hair grow longer every month. I dislike extension by the way.
-Increase my height, that`s most important!!

That`s all i could think of for now.
Just to let you know, im not looking forward for my birthday.

Happy New Year, Human Beings!!
Goodbye 2008 & Welcome 2009.
I`m a happy girl today.
Very happy ehh.
(((((((:

2008-12-30T14:44:00.007+08:00

Guys, i had totally fun with you all yesterday. And i mean very, very fun. I am so gonna miss you people. More to those who will be heading to ITE. I hope yesterday wasn`t the last time we were out for a gathering. I just love the part where all of us manage to ride the skyride and luge. If there is any words that could describe the word 'FUN', that`s it. I don`t know what else to say. I felt touched when some of you gave me a sweet messages after all of us bid goodbye. For those who i won`t be seeing next year, please don`t forget me and also the rest of us who are still in East View Secondary. Do visit us when you`re free. Like what you people say in the messages, we will study hard for our Os for sure. We won`t let you down. Gosh, this make me wanna cry everytime i read this post. For four years, it felt so uncomfortable when most of you won`t be in the class. It won`t be the same unlike the past. So for now, take care of yourself and the goodbye i said to all of you, it doens`t mean the very last goodbye.

-Much love, Siti Ummairah Bte Mohd Ismail.

Before that, Happy Birthday Father!!
Semoga Allah panjangkan umur dan lindungi bapa dari segala malapetaka. Amin!

2008-12-26T13:29:00.011+08:00

I was indeed extremely surprised when the number of people who visit my blog increase. By the way, hello readers!! I`ll just summarize for what i did when i`m inactive recently.

I watched 'Yes Man' with my family without my father last Tuesday.

It was highly recommended for those who have not yet watch it. Great laugh, people!!

I`m in love with this particular shop at Jusco. I love everything that they sell there.

Only my family knows how in love i am with all those stuffs.

I told myself that i will get all those things before or after my birthday WITH my own money/savings.

Great experince when i was forced to ride their bus.

I worked part time for one day as a delivery girl last wednesday.

But my job is easy and simple, just showed my father the direction.

I was given ten bucks but hey, don`t know how to bersyukur is it??

My cousins were overjoyed when i told them that i will be sitting for O next year.

Nothing seems to attract me at Expo Metro Megasale yesterday. I still prefer JohnLittle very, very much.

And i`m bored today.

Last but not least, for pictures please proceed to my multiply. Thanks you. ((:

Thank God, at least there`s someone saves my day today. Didn`t i tell you that my parent plus Aidil went to KL this morning. They went there for some wedding invitaton and will be back two days later which happens to be (insert the word). And it happens that my both sisters went out with their friends also. And what that means?? It means that i was left all alone at home. But it`s lucky when Eka texted me to meet her after work. Maybe before that, i rushed down to Bugis to get my stuff first. Ah huhh, ALONE. But hey, alone okay what. I guess. Nevermind, let me do the experiment later on. If i have the license now, i will use my father`s car which he left for anyone to use it while he`s out of town. Grrr!!

I intend to read book again. I got to brush up my English. So any recommendation for me to opt which books i should read, anyone?? If yes, tag me.

2008-12-22T13:23:00.007+08:00

Being a supportive Singaporean, i went to the stadium with my family exclude Eiyja yesterday. It was my first time watching a soccer match by the way. Live somemore. Alright, i got to take back my words about the Red Lions. Eventhough we lose from the opponent team, i think our country still did their best. Their effort were paid off. Anyway, did you readers saw my boyfriend in the TV yesterday? That jersey number two. Who ahh? Ala the man who wore very unique boots. From far can see his boots lightning y`know. Who ahh? Ya ampun, takkan laa tak tauu. Okay laa, the man who wore jersey number two named is Ridhwan. Cute huhh that man. Last time was Indra but now it`s Ridhwan. I was not actually focusing on the match but i focus on him. (((: I likkeeee!!

Local player is Ridhwan. Inernational player is Fernando Torres. (((((:

I like and love the atmosphere there. I just love it like the way it is. It was awesome. I don`t know what to say. It`s just worth my sunday there with my family.

2008-12-21T12:53:00.010+08:00

Do watch & enjoy the video above. It`s awesome, people! I likeeee!

Monday - Buy my siblings books.

Tuesday - JB with family for shopping and since, my father wants to send his car for servicing there.

Wednesday - Kenduri arwah.

Thurday - No plan for christmas yet.

Friday - My parents plus aidil go KL and my both sisters going out with their friends. And for me?? Nevermind, i`ll elaborate in the next post.

So that will be my weekdays plan starting from tomorrow. And that`s means busy = rarely update. So thanks you & goodbye, readers.((:

2008-12-20T13:42:00.008+08:00

Nabilah pakai skirt terbalik kape!! Haha.

I guess i don`t have to talk much about yesterday`s outing. Both my sisters had update about it earlier than i thought. So, you might as well visit and read their blogs. Only pictures weren`t that much they update. All the pictures are in my phone and i`ve already update them in multiply. As usual, for pictures, kindly proceed to my multiply.

Today will be my father last day at work. He`s taking leave on 22th till 9th January. And that`s very, very long holiday for him. I`m sad plus happy also have laa. Sad because i won`t be able to watch my daily indonesian shows anymore. He will conquer the TV, man!! Asyik asyik berita. Happy because he saves my transportation money. And the money, i can spend or save. Best kan?? Cakap je nak gi mane, confrim die antar punye. Haha. Pasal tak sampai hati tgk anak die naik bus turun bus. Haha. What a good daddy i have.

Let`s wrap up!!
Happy Birthday, Elmizam!!

2008-12-18T16:58:00.011+08:00

I`ve made it through. I`m promoted to Secondary Five. I get another year in East View Secondary. I managed to sit for O level. And i`m very, very happy. Not only me, but i`m sure the rest of the N level candidates out there. Congrats, babes & dudes!! For those who aren`t able to make it. Don`t give up. You`ve got to look into the bright side and always think positive. It`s not that you`re stupid or what, it`s just a test from the above. I`m sure, one day you will be rewarded more than this. Future are waiting for you, people!!

I can`t sleep the day before the results been released. All i did was stared at the wall above and i start to mumble to myself. Actually not mumble laa, it`s called sing in the quiet mode. Haha. I was feeling like i was an artist that was doing a music videoclip. Blah blah, at 11, i get ready and off met Khaleeda first because we decided to have lunch first. After lunch, met Khairiyah and off we go to kedai cine. Wahh, all my mates turns to be wild huhh. But whatever it is, satu-satu makin HOT!!

God, i need to date an old man. Want to know who? I need to date with my principal. Fuhh!! I need to sign a contract before i get to secondary five. It`s very troublesome y`know. And i like when my phone went non-stop ringing today. Ehh wait, i`m still in the state of confused. Why did i message him first ahh? It`s weird y`know. I`m sad because none of my exs message me and asked about my results. They don`t remembered me is it?

I start to cry when i talked to my mum on the phone and when i hugged my malay teacher. Because of her, i managed to get grade one for my malay. She told me that she knew that i wil make it and she wants to see me next year. My father promised me in the morning that if i managed to get to Secondary Five, he`ll give me cash. $$$.

I`m still upset with my exs but nahh, it`s okay. They don`t need me and i don`t need them too. Okay, bedek. I just need their care towards me only. That`s it.

2008-12-13T14:49:00.010+08:00

This guy made me melt in Wild Child.

First of all, my blog looks very, very different when i view it through my father`s laptop and my main computer at home. Different by the font i mean. So, if you readers have this two fonts called, "Pristina and Cambria", it looks good then.

A few hours left before i headed to kampung. I guess i will be back on tuesday. So eka, if i can`t make it on Tuesday, then it means we should postpone to the next day. Anything, i`ll just sms you when i`m back. As you can see, if you are my daily redaers, i spent my holidays by going to kampung only huh. I`ve not been to holiday for about 2 years because my parent were busy working. Sad? Nahh. Instead, i`m halcyon. So it means that i won`t be able miss my daily Indonesian shows. ((:

It feels good when people try to understand me. Therefore, i feel much much better now. I don`t have to think about that again. It`s all over, man. Pheww!! I`ve been thinking and dreaming about something else that i shall not say here or even to anyone else. But let`s put that matter aside first. All i want to think is my N level result. I just need another year in East View Secondary School and sit for O level. And that`s it.

Let`s wrap up!
Happy Birthday, Abang Apisz!
Hope your doing fine in the camp now.
Come back home fast and i wanna see your botak head.
((:

I miss you, girls. Okay include my form teacher also laa. I mean ex-form teacher.

2008-12-10T14:29:00.007+08:00

10.Dec.2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERWIN!!
ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO.
(((:

Tagboard had been removed since yesterday. I purposely did that because i feel like i want to. ((;

P/s: Maybe this song, to be more specific, the lyrics will definitely explains every single thing. I`m tired of people keep asking me about it.

2008-12-07T15:21:00.006+08:00

07.DEC.2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IRFAAN!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
AND PLEASE, STOP GROWING AHH.
(((:

I don`t feel like updating my blog that frequently anymore. Right now, all i think is about the upcoming N level result which around 11 more days. That`s it. God, i never felt like this before. NEVER in my life. I`ll just update if there is anybody`s birthday or any important that i might share with you readers. Or else i shall just leave my blog dusty. By the way, i left with only 20 bucks in my wallet. Tell me how am i going to date a guy with only that amount of cash. Haha. It`s lucky that my ez-link card still have value.

2008-12-05T14:09:00.010+08:00

Bila aku jatuh cinta

Pasti dunia akan senang
Karna ku susah jatuh cinta
Tak mudah menyenangi

Bila aku cinta padamu
Pasti berkah itu buat mu
Mungkin derita buat aku
Lihat saja nanti

Aku dan engkau kini bersama
Belum tentu engkau memang jodohku
Rasa cintaku masih biasa saja
Bisa saja berubah

Akhirnya tergantung padamu sayang
Berikanlah cinta yang luar biasa
Pasti aku akan bertekuk lutut
Setia padamu

- Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta by Potret

THE LATEST SONG FROM BUKAN BINTANG 2 BIASA IS FINALLY OUT!!
And and, i love Ayushita & Chelsea Olivia. Gorgeous!!
Go and check it out. (((((:

Sorry, but i`m one of Indonesian fans here.

I can`t sleep for how many days due to N level results.

2008-12-04T14:01:00.008+08:00

I`m very, very frustrated plus irritating with some people. To those who already knew who i USED to like, could you just shut up. Or could you just mind your own business. Let me get this clear for those who desperately wants to know about it. I admit i USED to have a crush on him early this year. But that was in the past. I have a crush on him for 8 months. But then, i back off because he already knew that i like him. So get it now? You know what, i just feel extremely irritating when people keep asking me this, " Eh umm, kau suke simpolan bin simpolan ehh? " Look, i am a girl that once the person knows that i like him, i will simply back off. Because why? Because i want to admire him from far by not him knowing it. I know it`s no use having a crush on other people by keeping mum. But that`s me anyway. And now i would like to say that i`m no longer having a crush on him or shall i just say anyone. So please, anyone, tell those who kepo-kepo people about this.

P/s : I`m back with my double eight double five number. so anything just msg me through that number. And and, my parent bought aidil PSP as a present. Baik kape!

2008-12-03T14:07:00.010+08:00

03.DEC.2008
HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY, AIDILLLL!!!

If your head not big ahh, surely you have the same birth date as mother, you know.
Remembr this, eventhough i often scold you, it doesn`t mean that i don`t love you.
Instead, it`s the opposite way sayang.
And please stop asking parent to buy for you toys. You think what? You very special ehh in the family.

P/s: I love this picture of hers. Lawa kan adik aku?
She came back home safely except that she lost her precious handphone at Perth.
From her face, i could tell that she was afraid to tell my parent especially my father.
Because before this, she had lost an ipod that my father bought.
Whatever it is, i lovvveeee the Ripcurl slippers she bought for me.
I likeeee!!
Thanks ehh sister. ((:

2008-12-02T14:57:00.007+08:00

Priority given to this people first before i go any further :

30.NOV.2008
HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY, EKKKKAAAA!!!
I wish you all the best in the future, girlfriend.
Apa-apa pun cepat-cepat cari boyfriend. ((:

02.DEC.2008

HAPPY 42TH BIRTHDAY, MOTHERRR!!!
You are the only one who knows me the best and the best.
Thanks you for everything that makes you the greatest mother ever.

So where should i start first? Ohh yup, i`m back and you readers don`t have to show your choleric face anymore whenever you visit my blog. I know, you`re frustrated because i never update right?? Right?? Jangan nak tipu laa. Haha. A very quick update for today as i`m slothful to type all those keys.

Last thursday till sunday, i went back to kampung.

Once we reached Singapore, get changed and my family and i went to Expo. My father wants to go there badly. Not the Johnlittle thing ehh, the other one which selling mp3s/camreas etc.

Mum nagged at us for not giving her food as she just came back from work.

We bought two huge plastic bags thats contain lots of snacks.

So called siblings outing yesterday without Siti Khadijah.

Went to search mother`s gift but none caught our eyes yet.

Actually today, i planned to visit haydil. But cancelled due to something personal.

Mother forced me to fetch Eiyja tomorrow morning at 7.15 am at airport. Aku malas laa. Grrr.

I wonder what Eiyja bought for me. ((:

From now onwards, I DO NOT WANT MISS MY INDON SHOWS ANYMORE. I`ve been missing it since last thursday. So that counts i`ve missed 5 episodes from each shows. Grrr.

And and and, i kept thinking about what my sister had told me yesterday. True or False huh??

For any of my pictures, you may kindly proceed to my multiply. Thanks you, readers. ((:

2008-11-25T13:52:00.007+08:00

By looking at the above picture, it looks like i gain weight quite a lot. I hate this. No one in this world wants to gain weight right? The only thing that could help me lose a little amount of fats in my body by having mensuration. It`s lucky for me that it comes today. ((: Thanks God. Someone make me melt by his voice (singing laa not talking).

sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu
tuk cairkan hatiku yang beku
tapi aku belum siap
aku jadi dilema

2008-11-24T13:41:00.015+08:00

Before i go any further, i want to wish one of the ALFAIRAH`s lady a very Happy 6ixteen Birthday!! You are one of my friend that knows me the best and you always there for me when i`m in trouble. Thans you very, very much ehh Mrs Randy Pangalila. Whatever it is, Lucky Perdana and i owe you a present.

Sorry babe, i still like this picture of yours. ((:

I`m pissed off when people pronounce my sayang name as LUCKY ( in english pronunciation) . It is actually pronounce as LUKI (in malay pronunciation). L-U=LU, K-I= KI, LUCKY. Understand?? Good. You know what you know what, my father has officially given me the green light to go Indonesia when i`m 18. Yeahh!! I`m very, very halcyon indeed. So eka, we`ve got to start to save money from now on so that we could just pay for the flight ticket. The rest, i guess will be my parents. Thanks horr mummy & daddy.

Have you read Berita Harian today? I want you to read the part where they talked about Irwansyah latest album. This is another one that make me choleric. I can`t recall which page it is but you can find by your own. Aku rase ni wartawan dah asar aku rase. Kalau tak asar, dah maghrib agaknye. No taste ahh this one reporter. What makes me nk cekik to wartawan when he/she said this "Kalau anda mencari lagu-lagu balada membuai jiwa, INI BUKAN ALBUMNYA." The CAMELIA song tk membuai jiwa ke cik wartawan ooii. Orang tu dah bertungkus lumus nak buat album, die boleh cakap jangan beli. Wahh, this kind of people ahh i think should go do hearing and heart injection or whatsoever laa.

2008-11-23T13:46:00.003+08:00

My 10 weird/habits/little known fact about myself.

01. I don`t drink any drinks that contains milk in it. For example, Bandung. I guess that`s why my height stays the same.

02. I`m allergic to prawn and crab. Once i eat it, i will start to have itchiness in my throat. And that`s very, very painful and it takes quite a long time to recover.

03. I dislike wearing shoes, pump shoes or whatever that cover my toes. You can only see me wearing shoes when i`m in school. I prefer wearing flip flop and slippers. For sandals and high heels, depends on the occasion.

04. I love to suck my bantal busuk. Hahaha. Ask me why? And my answer will be, "Cause it tastes nice. Very juicy."

05. I dislike wearing eyeshadow cause it feels like emak-emak/makcik-makcik. And what`s more, it looks ugly.

06. All my bags and watches are brown or beige in colour. Don`t ask me why. It`s not even one of my favourite colour.

07. I don`t eat in the morning or shall i just say i don`t eat breakfast. I start eating at around 2. That`s why you could rarely see me eating during recess time unless i`m really, really hungry.

08. Usually after i ate anything that i insert in my mouth, a few minutes later, i will rush in to the toilet. My mum will usually say this " Lepas makan je berak, lepas makan je berak. Lebih baik tak payah makan."

09. I hate girls who owes a pretty, beautiful, gorgeous face but actually, they are very pure lazy when it comes to doing household chores. And i will start saying this to myself, " Harap je muke lawa tapi pemalas."

10. My favourite food is Bakso. My favourite drink is Green Tea or Tea O Ice Limau (when i`m in Jb). My favourite magazine is YEZZZ from Malaysia.

2008-11-22T14:32:00.009+08:00

I`m having some difficulties finding and choosing a very perfect, simple and beautiful skin. However, none caught my attention yet. And therefore i kind of lost interest to update frequently. Sorry, readers if i can`t update regularly from now on. I feel totally slothful today. I don`t know why. All i want to do is to sleep and hug my bantal busuk for all day long.

I`m slothful to elaborate about yesterday`s outing. One word i guess could explain everything : DISASTROUS. That`s why i dislike primary school kids. I shall label them as primary kids since they are still primary. And this kids are my cousins. What i care? No manners at all. Use people handphone anyhow and don`t even ask for permission. Kalau pakai line takpe ahh, ni prepaid lagi tauu. Not only that, my siblings and i have to listen what they said. Hello??!! Whose the eldest now?!! You, KIDS or me?!! We wasted the money that my parents give on bus fare. Just the bus fare. Not yet include the foods and drinks. I actually disagree when my both sisters came out an idea to bring them along. What to do, two versus one. Baik baik ade mood nak enjoy and have fun, jadi dah takde mood.

All i did was complained at my parents once they were back home from work. My father standard, masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. Till now, i`m mad with them. I mean the kids. Done for today. I want to sleep and hug my bantal busuk. Andhika Pratama & Lucky Perdana, please make me happy. Whatever it is, i love both of you. ((:

2008-11-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

CAPTION: I can`t be bother with it anymore.

2008-11-19T16:05:00.008+08:00

Kamu adalah perempuan paling cantik
Di negeriku indonesia kamulah yang nomor satu
Aku tak akan bisa sukai lagi perempuan yang lainnya

This song (Track 01) keep playing on my mind eversince i listen to it the very first time. How i wished Lucky Perdana sing it for me. Wait till i become one of their citizen then he can sing it for me laa. Hahahaha. Dream on!! Alright, i just came back from daddy`s workplace. You know what? All his 'anak buah' very, very handsome. Dah handsome takpe, ade motor lagi. Hehe. Nevermind, if my father`s company do some family gathering this year, maybe i could get a chance to meet them. Whatever it is, Lucky Perdana will still be in my heart. So don`t worry ehh sayang.

I`ve been watching Melati Untuk Marvel every single night. I`ve not yet skip any of the episode except for weekend. You know, family day. But still, i managed to watch it through internet the next day. I`m so into that sinetron for now. Next up will be Sinteron Cucu Menantu pulak. I want to migrate to Indonesia ahh. Who wants to follow? Hahahaha. Silap hari bulan, aku kene (insert word).

Oh, i did some blogshop just now. Looks like my mother allows me to buy them if i`m interested. Yeahh!! Okay aku jakun pasal ni first time aku buat online shopping. You want to know what i`m doing now(4.27pm)? I`m watching Dimas Beck maafkan videoclip. Hehe. Handsome juga ehh die? P/s: Ade blog kape ah boy!?

She doesn`t allow me to post this picture. What i care, my sister?!! Hahahaha. Nah, amek kau. This picture were taken when she was about to do her business.

I am so looking forward to 403 gathering on 8 December!!

2008-11-18T13:57:00.003+08:00

I did a new account in Friendster an hour ago. But then, i cancel it once again the next minute. I just felt like slothful to be back on it. Maybe i`m better off stick to blogger. In MSN also, i`m not that friendly to 'strangers'. Mostly, i chat with Eka, Khairiyah or Khaleeda when i`m online. The rest, i just ignore eventhough they nudge me or something else that might get my attention. Kalau MSN dah gini ape pulak dengan Friendster kan.

I left with exactly one more month to go before the result release. One more month which equal to 30 more days that make me very, very tension. Everyone that i know will say that i can make it to secondary 5 but then why i don`t feel like i CAN go to secondary 5. But instead, i think negatively. Anyone could share with me how to get rid of those negative thought?

Lately, i`ve been receiving some invitation from my friends. I know that i have to go but then who am i suppose to go with. Anyone willing to accompany me? It`s not two or three but four invitation that i have to go. Only two happen to be in the same day. So, anyone?

I`m not satisfied with my blogskin. Because it`s dull and there`s no any 'interesting mood' to read/visit. Maybe i shall change it then. Okay, bye. I love my Lucky Perdana. ((:

2008-11-17T13:39:00.008+08:00

Looks like i`m back after 3 days straight i did not touch this keyboard of mine. I`m sorry for not updating regularly due to my internet connection problem. So now, all had been fixed. Don`t worry, i will always update my blog as i`m slothful to go out plus i`m broke.

Now i know what is the dream car of mine name is. It`s a HONDA JAZZ. Why i confused in the first place? It was because i get mix up with the another car which is HONDA FIT. Both cars look very, very similar. But when i check punye check, actually there are some differences between them. HONDA FIT is more to sporty one. For now, i owe two dream car of mine. The one before this is SUZUKI SWIFT. But the sad thing is that i have to wait at the age of 21 till i owe a driving license. Play cheat tauuu!! Before that, my father wants me to owe a motorcycle license too. But no way!! I don`t want motor but car. Hehehe. But nevermind, as long my father gonna sponsor it, i can wait.

Did i tell you readers that i`ve found a new guy? Ohh no ehh. Hahahaha. So that means i only tell one person laa. Hahahahaha. Want to know who or not? There you go. By the way, his name is Lucky Perdana. HE`S MINE!!! Track 5 is specially meant for him anyway. ((:

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG!!

The 'impian nak ber-friendster balik' had been cancel. I`m so sure people who owes a friendster should know. So maybe, i`m back in Tagged. It`s just a maybe. Pictures when i`m at kampung will not be post today. Okay, i`m done for today. Bye.

2008-11-13T14:32:00.008+08:00

There`s something blocked in my nostril and due to that, i cant even breathe properly. I have to breathe in and out through my mouth. It had happened for the past two days. I don`t even get to sleep at night because if i lay down on the bed, i felt like someone is strangling my neck. I don`t know how to explain it but nevermind. Pray for me that i will get well soon.

And you know what? I feel like changing my url or maybe private my blog. Firstly, I already close one eye about the ungkit-ungkit punye cerita. Secondly, the one who tag their name by using haydil`s, please laa. From the way you tag, i already know that wasn`t the real haydil (eventhough i was hoping it was him). Thirdly, i was very piss off when someone trying to use my name by replying haydil`s message. Please readers, stop all this. Okay, i don`t know how to be mad but please, don`t make me as if i`m invisible or what.

I fell in love with Elkasih Band song especially the chorus part. The song macam bahasekan aku. Hahaha. Whatever it is, the song is my most favourite for this round. Whenever i want to sleep, i must listen to it first. Don`t ask me why because i also don`t know the reason.

Aku tertipu
Kediamanmu
Yang kuanggap semuanya baik-baik saja
Kutak menyangka
Dibelakangku
Kau tigakan cintaku
Yang hanya kepadamu
hanya kepadamu

Have you watch this movie before? I tell you this movie is awesome. The guys were very, very hot indeed. This is a Dutch and France movie by the way. You have to watch then you will know what i mean. I`m going to watch it again. Want to know why? Because i like the main character which is that guy. Ala the one muke terpampang kat situ. Go watch go!!

And you know what? Maybe i`m back in friendster!! Okay this time round got some many you know what you know what phrase. Done, bye.

2008-11-12T15:26:00.004+08:00

You know what? I waste my time and effort by changing and edit here and there were just pure wasted. I did all this because it looks very, very ugly in Internet Explorer. I mean VERY ehh. Arghhh!! So, i decided to just stick to this skin for the meantime. And all the vidoes that i posts were shall be deleted. I want to my blog to be perfect. Who doesn`t wants their blog`s to perfect, right?

Remember the last time i said that i shall show you readers my new dream car? I am not going to post the picture because i`m confused with its name. I need to ask my father first before i become one paisey girl. Hehe. And yes, i score one point!! Want to what? Alhamdulilah, i did full prayers yesterday. That means a lot to me. It shows that i can do if i want to.

Maybe, this weekend i will be spending my days at kampung. But not confirm yet due to my father busy schedule. If my father managed to get a off day, then it will just 4 of us that will be going. My mother have to work and Eiyja`s passport is with her teacher since she going to Perth this 27. So, that shows she have to go jalan-jalan with her boyfriend. I already close one eye about her going to Perth.

Eh wait!! I haven`t say this. Ariel and Irwansyah made my morning day today.

2008-11-10T14:09:00.016+08:00

It`s been a few weeks since i post some of my pictures here. So this time round, i shall post all the pictures that i have in my folders. As you can see, the first box were all taken during the weekends. Mostly, it`s just my pictures. And for the second box, the pictures were taken when i`m out with Eka. Since she did not upload the pictures in her blog, i shall do it then. Ignore our 'buruk' face ehh. And i found a new dream car of mine. Want to see? Next time can laa. P/s: Those who managed to watch sinetron KARISSA(last episode) yesterday, don`t you think tian is so sweet toward karissa. I MELT MELT ONE YOU KNOW!! Gosh, i feel like watching it again.

2008-11-08T14:05:00.004+08:00

I`ve been having a very weird and scary nightmare. And i mean VERY. I think it`s GOD "clue" to tell me that i`ve been ignoring my prayers and maybe, beacuse i did not touch the Al-Quran for years. I swear the last time i touched it when i was primary 6 or sec 1. If i`m not wrong. So, i told myself not to skip any of the prayers. And i try ahh to do the Solat Subuh. Kalau Subuh, confirm tkkan buat nye. But, i`ll try no matter what. Let`s fight with the devils. Hahahahaha!! Not forgetting, i`ll try to recite the Al-Quran.

December is coming soon. And i`m getting excited over it. Okay, maybe my pay for this month, i`m gonna used it for my two best best ever bestfriend`s present and other stuff. What to buy for them also i don`t know. Or maybe, i shall treat them. Just wait and see, then. And you want to know something? Suria seriously made me choleric. Sad also have laa. The part where they interview UNGU. *sob sob*. I seriously cry ehh. Nasib baik laa kat rumah tkd org. But at least, (at last) Enda speak. Hahahahaha. Pheww, the crowd. What a very popular band they are.

Okay, i`m done today. I hate today post. Too simple and there`s nothing for me to share. Eh wait!! I thought my blog, there`s no one to visit/read. But i`m wrong. Everytime i checked, the number of people who visits will be increased. Thank you, readers.

2008-11-07T13:28:00.007+08:00

Tagged by : Nur Khairiya

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 4 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you like your name?
• Yes, but not for SITI.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
• If you ask me, of course i won`t say yes. But it`s all in God`s hand.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
• Until he did something that makes me truly heartbroken.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
• I want to go to Indonesia and find all my SAYANGs!!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
• I used to be in that situation.

6. Did you miss someone today?
• Yes!! My 403 mates!!

7.What best describes the person that tagged you ? (Khairiya)
• Sweet, Caring, Kind and Shy.

8. What songs is currently played in your mind?
• Putri Iklan.

9. Is there anything that can make you happy?
• A lot of things that can make me happy. The main thing is when my SAYANGs smile at me every minute and every second.

10.What makes you sad?
• When i don`t get to go to UNGU concert on 31 Oct 2008.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
• 26? I`m engaged, working as accountant, TALL and skinny a little bit.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
• My family, Alfairah, Eka and my SAYANGs!!!

13. If you had the chance to tell your crush that you like him, what would you said?
• I won`t tell him no matter what. Because i`m wayyy too shy. (For those who know me well, you know what i mean.)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
• I want to married and "sederhana". That was what i`m looking for in that question.

15. What is your favourite colour?
• Green. Especially lime green.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
• I will told my boyfriend about him and it all depends on him whether he let me to play timer or not. Hahahahaha!! Kidding laa. A crush has to be remain as a crush no matter what happens. (Eka said to me)

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
• I will forgive (sometimes) but i won`t be able to forget.

18. What`s your ambition?
• To be an accountant.

19. What would you do if you feel that someone has lied to you?
• I just need to know why in the first place he/she lied to me.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
• 50-50. Because true love hurts.

4 people to do this survey:
- Eiyja
- Nabilah
- Eka
- Khaleeda

2008-11-03T15:01:00.009+08:00

Listen to the song? Yes yes, i`ve help for those who really, really wants to listen to it. There you go about my lovelife story. I`ve decided that i opt to stay at home till i get my N-level results. Maybe, some said that i`m slothful to work or what. But still, i prefer to stay at home since my parent does giving me cash at the end of the month. So, why i should be bother to go out and search for a job? Am i right? And this is just referring to me ehh. Dalam erti kata lain, aku memang sebenarnya pemalas nak keluar rumah. *evil grin*. And so, the house will always be clean.

So, you gonna see my blog very neat with new skin, new layout, new songs and maybe lots of stories that i could probably share with you, readers. And this will depend on my mood. If there is someone who spoil my day, let`s see. Err okay, i also don`t know what to do. Heheh. To end this post, i shall post a couple of videos that my mini little whity brother record. I tell you, DIE TGH SYIOK SENDIRI. He record all by himself without any help by the others. The second video, he was trying to tell "camera" what was happening at his concert. I find it cute when he pronounce HAPPY. So, watch if you want to. I`m done for today. Won`t be blogging tomorrow. This time round, i post too many "SO".

2008-11-02T16:11:00.006+08:00

Let`s update more today. After many many weeks i opt to stay at home, at last i managed to get out of the house eventhough there is still a bit of laziness in myself. And i think this week is the week that i totally enjoy myself every single day. I thought my parents will get mad if i frequently keep going out. But instead, they just gave me money and go la where i want to go. Syiok sgt sgt tauuu.

I`m not going to talk much of what is happening in my lovelife now. But i know (i`m very sure one ahh), there are people who really, really (curious) wants to know about it. So, i suggest why don`t you listen to the track five in my playlist. And, maybe from there you may know what`s going on. Hint: It`s hard to find the song. If you manage to find it, well done! The lyrics totally could describe about my lovelife story. The holiday trip which my family plan had to be cancelled due to some reasons. Nevermind, i`m still looking forward for december. $$$$ plus Bonus plus Dad, Mum & Aidil Birthday!!

Yesterday, i had to attend to my little brother`s Graduation Ceremony. So instead of parent, my sisters and i were the one who had to watch him perform. Quite adorable when he dance. But when it comes to the end, he is like so lemau. Some more, he had to put on make up. But it was not so obvious because his tone skin is too fair. More to white i can say. Not only that, his clothes were too big for him to wear.

This Tuesday, my family and i will be going to JB again. And this time round, i don`t know why we go there. Hopefully, it turns out to be a very fun outing like that day. All MUST be happy happy ehh. By the way, i have an announcement to make. For now, i`m using prepaid number. And i only give to four of my friends. The rest, you may still contact me through my all time favourite number. And it`s up to me if i want to reply or not. So, i shall end this post by having some pictures when i`m out with Eka. Okay wait, i cannot upload all those pictures. Internet is such a *toot*.

2008-11-01T23:57:00.007+08:00

Enjoy the video below. Wait till i come back back and update many many one ahh.
I like Ariel and Pasha new look. They look more younger to me.

Phewww! Ariel pronounce 'melangkah' very, very touch my deep, deep heart.
Everything about Ariel i like laa.

Three Things That Required For Me To Have A Crush On Him.

He does wear black/red watch on the left hand side. (Ariel checked!)

He plays guitar and able to sing. (Ariel & Pasha checked!)

He is very particular about the way his appearance is. (Ariel & Pasha checked!)

So, that means who win? Of course Ariel this time round. But still, i prefer Enda.

But so far, i don`t have any crush except for my indonesian guys. And i`ve updated my top five playlist. Check it out!

2008-10-29T15:09:00.009+08:00

Okay fine. I shall update my blog for today. And i mean for today only. So don`t expect any post from tomorrow onwards. This will continue till sunday, i guess. Since i`m at home and there`s nothing to do (i`m slothful to go out), i force myself to online. See, how irritating it is when people keep asking the same question. And so, i decided to change my display picture to some sort of my ugly face. Nahh, amek kau.

I just make a quite recap since i got no mood to update. See, how nice i am to my readers who keep visiting my blog and read my posts. So be grateful. TOLD YA! On monday, my family and i went to JB to do some shopping. What i can said was that i`m halcyon when my parent were in a good mood on that day. And my father keep disturbing my mother since morning. And due to that, i was wide awake in the morning. That`s too many AND ahh. On tuesday, i spent my time with the ALFAIRAH. As you can see, i strike the FA because faeza wasn`t there with us. Sadd, you know. We did some catch up and it`s still no enough for me to spend time with them for only a day and without faeza. Let just wait for faeza to come back then. LUGE!!! And i`m halcyon when my mother likes the purse i bought for her. Not bad ahh my taste. Hahahaha.

I WANT TO SEE THE YEARBOOK!! I WANT TO SEE MY FACE!! I WANT TO SEE 403 CLASS PICTURE!! I WANT I WANT!!

P.s: I know irwansyah makin hot. No need to say. That`s why i`m very into him nowdays.

2008-10-27T12:29:00.002+08:00

I won`t be able to update today and tomorrow. So, i shall leave a video here. Watch if you want to.

2008-10-26T16:47:00.004+08:00

Why someone have to ruin my day when the day is already perfect for me to have fun? Why can`t you just let me go? Why can`t you just stop all this nonsensical stuff and leave me alone? To _______, i seriously don`t know what`s your motive to do all this. If i used to hurt you, i`m sorry. But when did i ever hurt you? That`s my point. Instead, you are the one who hurt me. We used to contact each other for just a few months then you left me without any say. There was once i saw you with a girl and from there, i already know she must be your girlfriend. Am i right, _______? She is your girlfriend, right? You came back now and you expect me to recall about the promises you`ve made to me. Okay, i`m halcyon when you told me that you had managed to turn to new leaf. I hope that you stop all this stuff by giving my number to any of your friends or relatives. Why you have to do that? Please, i don`t want to argue with you about this. Now you come back and later, you leave me again. What`s the point if you do that again? Look, i`m not arrogant or selfish person but you had hurt me once. Just leave me alone. Go and look after your girlfriend and not me.

2008-10-25T13:09:00.008+08:00

I kind of missing 403 very, very much. I wonder how they are now and how their life`s getting on. Whatever it is, i`m still looking forward for our next outing. Now i`m not alone at home anymore especially during weekdays. Because my sisters are at home with me since school is over. And that means i can suruh-suruh dorg buat keje rumah. Hahahahahaha. But still, i have to do my part if not, i won`t get my pay or won`t be allow to go out.

My holidays? So far so good. All i have to do is to sit at home, do all the chores (you know how maid work, right? Like that laa i do every single day.) and take care of my little brother. The other two know how to take care themselves what, so that`s no need worry. As for me, it`s not boring to sit at home. But HALCYON. I can do whatever i want. But the most important is that i can surf the net to check out all the Indonesian`s songs and movies. Hehehehe. The fact is that i`m slothful to go out actually unless it`s necessary. Let see if my parent are planning to go for a holiday or not. If yes, i`m very halcyon and excited about it. If no, i shall asked for more money.

I suspect that since monday is the public holiday and my mother happens to have an off day, my family will be heading to JB. I suspect only ehh. Whatever it is, Monday i WANT to do some shopping and i WANT to buy that bag and maybe a pair of shoe. Nabilah, if you happen to read this, please buy a pair of shoe also ehh. Tak abis abis nak pakai org punye tauu. I know laa my shoes all very nice one to put on. Ohh you cannot say DIAM to me because it`s my blog. Nyahahahahahahaha. I like to disturb this one nyonya ahh. Hahahahaha.

I miss the third episode of Melati Untuk Marvel today. *sob sob*

2008-10-23T13:53:00.004+08:00

Camelia made my day. I switch on the tv at the right time. And it happens that Irwansyah was the guest artist of the day. The first episode of Melati Untuk Marvel is today. I`m getting too excited now. JOMBLO THE MOVIE is a very hilarious movie indeed. My parent has just given me the green light to work. Now then they give tauu. Okay, a short post for today. I`m slothful to type all those keys. Thanks for reading/visiting anyway.

2008-10-22T13:18:00.015+08:00

(Take note: 1 more days to Melati Untuk Marvel)
Very, very halcyon. Say goodbye to Camelia. *sob sob*

2008-10-21T00:52:00.016+08:00

I can`t even shut my eyes for once. So, i decided to surf the net. And again, i keep on repeating that Camelia song. What to do if you were like too addicted with it? But this time, i have to decrease the volume as my sisters were like dead pigs. Their sleeping rocks, i tell you. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Afterall, i enjoyed my day with Eka yesterday. Okay wait. Before that, i want to say CONGRATULATION to eka for getting a job. At last, you managed to get a job ehh. I know laa i brought luck to you. HAHAHAHAHA. All the best babe! Work hard hard tauuu. Continue to the story. I`ve a bought a new pair of jeans but still, i`m not satisfied with it. I need to get another pair. I`m getting tedium with all the clothes in my wardrobe. Since Eka work there, i shall ask for a special discount. Can, right?? Now i know what i am going to do with all my duit raya. Jend Jeng Jeng!!

I feel that my life is getting much much better now. Unlike the past. My parents are no longer as strict as before. Whenever i went home late, they will start to nag and i`ve to report every single thing that i spent. But now, it`s the opposite way. I will the one who start to nag. Why? Because of the mess that they made. It hurts, you know when i left the house, it`s already been clean by you and when you came back, it full of mess. And when i`m exceed the curfew, they keep calling every 10-15 minutes. But now, they rarely did that. They only call me when neccesary. That`s what i want in my life. Unfortunately, they don`t understand lovelife of a teenager. Nevermind, it takes time.

To be continued in the afternoon. If you are bored reading, come back in an hour or two.

[EDITED AT 10:03PM]

What i did the whole day was to babysit. The kids, wahh i tell, very very naughty especially the boy. He likes to untidy the house and everything seems very dirty and stuffy. I slept at 4 am plus and wake up at around 10 am. I shall thanks my mother for being such a "caring" mother ehh. I seriously can`t sleep and everytime i face the wall, i will start to sing. Sing what song also i don`t know. And when i face my sisters, which were sleeping like pigs, i shall disturb them. Tak bangun-bangun pula tu.

I want to go shopping again and this time round, i already know what to buy and spend. But with who? My sisters, maybe. Okay, that`s it for today. I want to watch indonesian movies. Bye. Anyway, Camelia is gonna leave me soon. *sob sob*

2008-10-19T18:08:00.003+08:00

I`ve just finish editing some parts of my blog. As you can see, i add in my top five playlist. I just play around with it because i feel tedium. I seriously had nothing to do at home. All the mess were already cleaned up by my parents. Veryyyy the rajin ehh drg. Hahahaha. Pasal orang nak datang punye pasal kan.

I attend madrasah today after so long i didn`t turn up due to my laziness. I left with no choice since i had my EOY today and not forgetting, next week also. I bet this year result will be much much much of disappoinment in it. Why? Because i didn`t turn up for my oral and hafalan Quran. Hopefully, i pass and make it to the next level which happened to be my last year. Tu pun kalau mak bapak aku kasi berhenti madrasah.

My mother is so into Dewi Persik for the moment. Because she love her wonderful voice and her sexy dance/figure. She even asked me to help her to get all the songs from Dewi Persik and made it to her caller ringtone especially Hikayat Cinta. Right, mother? P.s: My mother read her three daughters` blog frequently.

Okay, i`m done for today. Stay tune for more of my stories tomorrow then. Bye.

2008-10-18T14:37:00.005+08:00

What a irritating phone i own this time. Very, extremely annoying phone laa. Okay people, i won`t be using phone anymore till my phone is back to square one. So, please stop calling or messagging me. Arghh, irritating tauuu.

I seriously thought today i will be going to jalan raya with my family. But instead, my father had to work in the morning and my mother is now on the way to her workplace. Left only my siblings and i. Told ya, what a humdrum hari raya this year is. It`s lucky that i bought some dvds to watch at home while waiting for my parents to get back home.

I keep on repeating my blog song whenever i had the chance to play the computer. Why? Because it`s nice laa. Nothing personal but indeed, the lyrics is very, very meaningful. *start singing*. I think my surrounding already fed up with me because, as i said, i keep on repeating. Sorry laa but i can`t control it ahh.

I think i miss my class. Only my class ehh not the school nor the teachers. Hydher told me that the class is dalam keadaan tukang terbalik. There somehow a tower in the middle of the classroom. Wahh, cool ehh. Okay, i`m done for today.

2008-10-17T14:08:00.004+08:00

I reached home at around 2.35am. I was very, very tired. Not because i`m sleepy or what. My legs were the one that makes me uncomfortable to walk. I have to walk like a tempang person. I need a massage right now!!! I think i`ll go and chase my mum for it.

My mates keeps pestering me since yesterday. They`ve been asking me whether they know who the person (previous post) i talked about. But only one person managed to answer it. However, i ignore the answer given. I`m very choleric with my handphone. And, i feel like throwing it to where-i-also-don`t-know.

In my mind, i keep thinking what will be my reaction when i received the N levels result. Halcyon or melancholy? I`m very worried plus afraid if i won`t be able to get promoted to sec 5. I can rely only for my mother tongue paper for now.

It`s 2.22pm now. And it means that it`s time for makan time. My mum cooked chicken black pepper somemore. Okay, dah bye. A very random post ahh.

2008-10-16T15:04:00.004+08:00

Jalan raya with my gile-gile classmate was indeed very jest. A very jest one. Only two people can`t make it on that day due to working reason. So nevermind ladies. Still got the chance to meet again. We are planning to have a bbq pit. So, standby to fork out some money.

First house was amira`s. We planned to meet at 11 but then, end up at 12 plus. Okay, i know it`s my fault for being late. This year was the best jalan raya for me. This is what i called the 'real' jalan raya. The evidence is that all the girls were in pain due to our high heels. Sampai jalan kaki ayam seyy. Thanks to the boys for being patience with us.

From house to house, there will always be laughter. I don`t dare to say if i shall lost one of them. Because i don`t want to and i don`t want it to ever happen. So the last house was faeza`s. The macaroni is very poignant but still palatable. What i observe is that the food that were being served is mee hoon goreng. Almost 3-4 houses served that. Very palatable.

So i reached home at 12 25am. Thanks aji for sending me home. You`ve been a very great friend to me. And something happened when i reached the doorstep. It`s very shame of me. Very paiseyy, you know. This will be my only secret for myself in my entire life. ((:

Okay, wait. Before i continue, this paragraph is for only me. If want to read, CAN but just shut up and don`t ask any questions. Everytime, i heard your phone rang, i always thought that are you in contact with other person? If you observed, i`ve been looking at you secretly. Why? Because i`m afraid that one day, you will be (what my feelings said). My status have not change and it`s all because of you. You make me melt when you said something during my birthday. And seriously, i`m touched by your words. I still have more to say but excuse me, i need some privacy.

2008-10-14T14:02:00.003+08:00

For now, i really can`t update frequently as the main computer in the house is impair. The very main thing is the one which is impair, you know. And it`s the PC button. Hmpf! I`ve been wanting to spend all my duit raya but i don`t know what to buy or what to spend. It`s my first time spending those money because, usually, my mum will take it away and save it in the bank. I don`t why she didn`t asked for it this year.

Today is the 14. Which means 15 falls on wednesday. And wednesday is the day i get to meet all my gile-gile classmates. Wwwaahhhh!!! For those who can`t make it tomorrow, please reconsider it ONE last time. PLEASE??? You guys wanna miss those fun ehh?? Tak nak kan. Korg tak nak tgk ke kawan-kawan korg pakai lawa-lawa, smart-smart, handsome-handsome?? Nak kan.

Awww. Rezky aditya is back on tv! I`m very, extremely halcyon. Very ehh, you know. At last, i get to see his seexxxaayyy lips and his emmmmppppuuuh body. His role is sort of a bad guy. Nevermind laa, bad pun bad. Asal kan dapat tgk muke kau suda, rezky.

I think i know what to do with the money. Change a new phone. N96, maybe?? Tu pun kalau laa cukup. If not, what ahh?? I also don`t know lehh.

2008-10-10T16:35:00.004+08:00

I`ve already seen other people jalan raya with their friends. I`m covet of it. I just can`t wait for my turn. And i thought, we were like last minutes gitu jalan raya dengan kawan-kawan. Sekali, bile aku bloghopping, kebanyakkan semua keluar next week. So, we are not alone guys. And for my primary friends, nothing left to say.

Three days straight i`m down with a very, extremely high fever. This is the second time i fall sick for the month of October. Wahh, piang ahh. October is very ill-fated, you know. Alright, it`s going to be a short post because i`m still in the 'sickness mood' with additional of slothful and sleepy mood. If this song, my favorites guy all the time sang me this song in the first place, i think i shall forget and let go of you and the memories we had.

Camelia maafkanlah aku
Karena ku tak bisa temani tidurmu
Camelia lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
Kau wanita yang tegar
Aku mohon lupakan aku

[*]
Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

[**]
Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

Camelia…

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
Camelia…

2008-10-06T22:15:00.006+08:00

As i promise, once i get the videos, i will post it. So here i am updating to post all the videos. Sorry if the videos is very sandy or shaky. ((: Do watch it. It won`t take even a minute of your time. Btw, for the last video, dorg dah semangat plan punye plan, at last tak fly pun rocket tu. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Enjoy, then.

2008-10-05T23:03:00.013+08:00

Okay, i heard the wrong information. I thought i`ll be back on monday but it`s on sunday. The little ones have school the next day. Kwang kwang kwang! I wished i could stay there for a longer period of time. I seriously had jest on the both day. Every house that we visit, we ate the kuih-kuih till it finish. After that, we hide it so that people won`t know who finished it. Hahahaha. It`s very laughable to see everyone reaction after that.

The night were spent very wisely since it`s our last night staying there. So the adults planned to buy some firecrackers and rockets for the youngs after we had our supper. Gedebak-gedebuk, semua keluar kan lilin, botol and mancis bila dah sampai rumah. Tak sabar punye pasal kan. Whatever it is, i`m very sure that everyone of them enjoy the moments we had at kampung. Next year, insya`allah, will have additional of two more cars. Videos and pictures aren`t with me. There are with my sister`s and the other families` camera. I can`t promise yet. Once i have it then i`ll post it. If not, too bad. You can`t imagine how jest i had on that particular day. But i `ll try to get the videos as soon as possible.

I covet for those who get to ride lorry or motorcycle. Don`t ask me why. Especially when couple ride motorcyle. I find it dulcet. What`s more when their helmets, they design it with identical and similar design. But too bad, my parents, my dad side also, doesn`t approve their daughter to mix with the typical mat motor. Sad, you know.

As you can see, i update differently today from the rest. Because why? Because i can`t sleep. It`s not that i don`t want to sleep but i can`t. Now, i`m lonely. The rest all tidur mati already. Okay, i think it` s time for me to end this post. Time for my self-syiok sendiri pictures to take over. ((:

Gembira kerana dapat balik kampung. *above & below*

The ices on his forehead is my idea because his fever is very, extremely high.

HAPPY14th BIRTHDAY SITI NABILAH!
BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN, G DPTKN DIPLOMA BARU BOLEH KAHWIN.
She can`t wait to get married ahh this one adik.
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
OF COURSE YOU KNOW I ALWAYS SAYANG YOU LAA.
EVENTHOUGH YOU MADE ME CHOLERIC SOMETIMES.
CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE AHH. ((:

2008-10-03T13:10:00.007+08:00

AT LAST, it has end!! Woohhhooo!! I`m halcyon. In fact very, extremely halcyon. Now, i can enjoy and have fun to the maximum level. Hahahaha. I hope i get, at least, a B3 for my mathematics paper. I have high expectation on it, man.

I will be going to kampung tomorrow and be back on monday. I`m very fevered for it. Because why? Because we are going ramai-ramai with my dad side. Some more, i get the chance to play mercun, make lampu colok, and etc (anything that singapore doesn`t have laa.) I`ll try to bring some of it here, okay so that i can play with my friends. To my mum side, we`re sorry. Next week, we`re available.

Next up, Eka and i will be going to UNGU concert. And yes, it`s confirmed. I get the chance to see/watch Enda with a closer view. Both of us were enamored of indonesian hot guys. Anyone want to tag along?

As i promise, i will be posting my Hari Raya pictures. So, don`t worry. Don`t mind about my muke-tgh-bingit look. P/s: My smile is a fake one. Whatever it is, it`s a HUMDRUM HARI RAYA for me.

Hey, i want to eat my sambal sotong laa. Anyone willing to cook for me? Nevermind laa. Mane tau besok dapat makan kan. ((;

My mum`s face very serious ehh. Hahaha. Die tgh tahan airmata die ahh.

I think this is the most perfect picture. But, senget.

Partner BLACK.

Partner GREEN.

Partner BLUE

See, that`s why people keep staring. *__*

He is very adorable, you know. Bile part nak minta maaf, die tak nak. Tapi nangis macam pernah buat kesalahan besar. Hahahaha. Should take the picture.

I shall end this post by changing my blog song.

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

2008-10-02T17:48:00.003+08:00

Okay, i feel like i`ve neglected my blog for a long period. I don`t even check out my tagboard. Such a bad owner.

First of all, i want to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. SESIAPA YANG TIDAK MEMAAFKAN KESALAHAN SAYA, SAYA TIDAK AKAN MENANGGUNG DOSA-DOSA ITU SEMUA.

So how was your first day of Hari Raya? It turns out well? Have fun? Wahh, gerek seyy. Unlike my first day of Hari Raya. It was humdrum day for me. You want to know why. Okay, wait. Let me list down. It`s more convienient.

-My father, (for the first time,mind you), went straight to sleep after perfoming Aidilfitri prayer.
-My mother, (again for the first time, mind you), she cook only TWO dishes.
-Bad hair day.
-(Again, for the first time) I did not receive Selamat Hari Raya wish from him.
-My make-up doesn`t stay for a longer period. *Blame that brand ahh*
-I`m not gratified with my contact lens colour beacuse the colour i want all sold out already. *Blame my degree ahh*
-My necklace went missing because i misplaced it. *Okay, this one blame me*
-Every house that i went, there`s no sambal sotong.
-Aaannndd, the most monumental one is that i fall sick on that day. With the flu, cough, etc ahh.

Now, you tell me how i am supposed to enjoy and have fun when all this things happened at the same time. Very ill-fated, you know.

Eventhough it`s ill-fated for me, I still enjoy a bit of the outing. Everywhere i go, people would stared at my sisters and i. Because why? Because our outfit is pulchritudinous. I`m not showing off but it`s the fact. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, i shall update more tomorrow. I want to revise maths for the last time. Pictures also tomorrow because i`m slothful to transfer it to PC. I`ll ask my sister to do it.

2008-09-26T14:24:00.009+08:00

You guys will always be my love.

Thanks for being our form teacher for 2 years.

My twins. ((:

I will miss her teaching for sure.

EHEMMMM???

Very the suitable if they were a couple. 0__0

Sorry, aji. HAHAHA. Kepala aku besar sgt la. And Ashraf, please.

With our buruk face.

Like look alike huh? For me la.

Alfairah feat Atikah & Hydher. (Hydher malu ar.)

Alfairah feat Faeeze.

Picture yang paling perfect sekali.

Alfairah feat Syafiq.

Ah ni aku dgn khairiyah berebuk sekejap.

Aku kasi kau chance ah khairiyah. ((:

The shortest girls in class (include Yun Yuan)

Observe something? Our height are all the same.

2008-09-25T14:24:00.009+08:00

I did not talk to my mum at all today. I locked myself up in my room by doing self-revision. She did something that makes me choleric and melancholy. I do not know yet if my father agrees with it or not. And if he did, i shall ignore my parents. I just felt that it`s unfair for me as a sister, daughter and teenager. It`s not the way they treat me but something that i can`t totally accept it. I don`t know what to say anymore. What i can say is that IT`S UNFAIR LA!

Anyway, my blog will be on hiatus till my monumental examination ends. But, MAYBE, i`ll be back on the first hari raya or the next day or the day before. It depends on the situation, okay. And if i have the mood, i shall reply all the messages in the tagboard. So anything, just leave a message at my tagboard.

Time flies so fast. The fasting month will end very soon and it`s melancholy whenever i listen to the takbir raya on radio. Those who had leave the world have to go back to their place and continue serving their punishment. Am i right? Whatever it is, one day we will die too. Ready for raya? Nah, not for me. There`s a couple of things i still have not bought yet. This saturday, i guess, i`ll get my stuff ready.

Tomorrow will be the graduation ceremony for 4NA/NT. See, time flies so fast. Pejam celik, pejam celik dah time untuk kite semua berpisah. How i wish everyone wants to get to sec 5 and having fun once again. But, some of them already planned to go ITE. Korang kan, spoil kan plan aku je tau. HAHAHAHA. Pape pun jangan lupe kawan sudah. Aku tahu korang semua ade satu kawan je name UMMAIRAH kan. So, tak mungkin la korang akan lupe aku. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Aku very the confident ehh.

2008-09-22T18:01:00.004+08:00

Like amira said, "MUKE SATU-SATU TK PERLU".

Pictures on Friday.
Credits to the camerawomen:-
Faeza
Shayati
Zuraida

2008-09-20T15:03:00.007+08:00

My friday night were indeed jest. I had lots of funs with my breathtaking classmates on that particular day. First, we opt to eat at Arnold`s but since we were in a huge number of people, we change to Lau Pat Sat. But then again, mostly, some of them can`t turned up because it`s faraway. At last, we opt to eat at Kampung Chai Chee because samir already booked that place the day before. The food was luscious and i make my mum jealous becuase of it. ^___^. After that, we headed to Geylang. The boys wanted to perform their prayers first so the girls were camwhoring on the way to Geylang. Again, the humid is sweltering. Went to TKC just to take a feel of the air-con but then, it`s like half-dead. Since it`s around 9 plus, some of them had to get home before 10 and left only 3 girls and 4 boys. We don`t even know where we wanted to go after that. So end up, we slacked at JCC. Hahahaha. Such a boring place, i know. I thought of going home late since my parents allow me to. But then, they call me up to fetch me. Baru plan nk balik lambat tau. Grr. So share a ride with zuu and khaleeda. And soon, home sweet home. For pictures, wait till i get from all the camerawomen. Anyone watch CHELSEA yesterday? I want to know badly who Chelsea choose? Revan or Ewang? Tell me the answer and i`ll be halcyon. ((: Anyone willing to teach me graph and probability? I`m not good at it.

2008-09-19T14:47:00.006+08:00

No, I don’t I don’t I don’t miss you
No, I don’t I don’t I don’t need you

I gottta move on with my life
Cos I don’t miss you at all

Did you think it would be that easy
Did you think I’d be back for more
Loving you was a big mistake cos I don’t miss you at all
Did you think I would wait forever
Baby like the others did before
Loving you was my mistake cos I don’t miss you at all

P.s: I miss CHELSEA show today. It`s the last episode somemore. : ((

2008-09-17T09:10:00.018+08:00

Currently, i`m doing my maths paper. It`s very arduous but some question i managed to solve it all by myself. Must be proud, you know. Now, my calculator is half dead. Last minute battery gone flat tau. Benci! Two things that make me lunatic. First, my ez-link card went missing and i don`t even remember where is the last place i placed it. Shit. Nak hilang pun salah timing tau. Secondly, now i have the guts to say this out. I SUFFERED WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP OF MINE . Because why i said so? Because no one understand how i feel. NO ONE COULD. Unless you were in my shoes, then you know what kind of situation i`m facing now. I can`t wait for school to end cause i need some space and peace. I can`t be bother with it anymore. Read my lips, ANYMORE. I`m too TIRED with all this gibberish stuff. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO LEND HIS/HER SHOULDER. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO WIPE MY TEARS AWAY. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE THAT I CAN RELY ON. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTAND ME .

I REALLY, REALLY NEED SOME SPACE!

2008-09-15T17:54:00.005+08:00

Alright, i`m back. Just for today sole. I`ll be starting to help my mum clean the entire house tomorrow. And thats for sure, i`m not coming to school. So, my weekends were spent mostly at Geylang. The humid is sweltering. Instead of brown this year, it would be a pair colour. It will be picturesque and exquisite. Want to know who i pair up with and what is my colour? Nah. Just wait for the family photo on the first and second hari raya then.

2008-09-13T14:39:00.007+08:00

I dreamt about the past and that`s what i`ve been wanting/waiting to dream of eventhough i opt out to think about it anymore. It seems that i can`t/won`t let it go. I just don`t know. It is subtle for me. It wreak me to a moody mood. But still, i shall join the jest later on since all my family members is looking forward to it tonight. Let`s put things behind and i`m craving for takoyaki(ham & cheese). Gosh, i feel like cutting my fringe by myself but i don`t even know how to do it. Maybe, i shall do trial & error method first or ask my sis for help. ((:

2008-09-12T13:36:00.005+08:00

Aidil is invariably adorable whenever it comes to explanation or describing something that he wants to share with us. He is indeed very naughty, talkative, obdurate and obstreperous nowadays. I was raucous with him yesterday and i felt bad towards him. I did something inane till his face went sallow. I upbraid him and i know its my fault.When i cogitate, why should i start the tiff in the first place? Can`t i just understand that his still a kid? Because of the tiff, he bit my back with his teeth. Damn, it`s painful you know. Till now, i feel the pain. I`m afraid if one day he odium me. I`m sorry, aidil.

And since i`m bored, i shall post some random pictures.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
The pictuers(especially the last pictures)for the day.
Thanks eh NABILAH.

2008-09-11T14:14:00.011+08:00

I thought without the two of the 'Alfairah' in school, my day would certainly be dreary. But instead Khaleeda made me guffaw the whole day. This is all because of her hilarious drawing. Hahaha. Mdm Naj forced the class to come tomorrow and like as if we will come. I already planned to come sole on wednesday so that means one day of school for me every week. I`ll just do the papers that were given every single day at home since at the back of the pages, there were answers given. I really hope that many people will turn up on the 19. It`s kinda of melancholy when they opt to change to Kampung Chai Chee or Lau Pa Sat rather than Arnold. I`m flabbergasted when Khaleeda told me something. I don`t even cognizance it. I`m cushy with the problem that i had to face now. I`ve said my part. You just seem drossy and callow for me even for my friends and family. And and and and and i can`t wait for this saturday. Baju raye beb! Sape tk suke bile nk gi shopping kn. Okay, bye. I`ll update frequently. Thanks for visiting/reading anyway.

This song is dedicate to 403.

A Shoulder To Cry On - Tommy Page

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it’s headed for the ground
And there’s nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take

It’s so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there’s many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won’t be alone
Cause I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone
You won’t be alone ’cause I’ll be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There’s no use going on
You can’t give it up
I’ll help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
I’ll always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone, you won’t be alone
’cause I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be the one to rely one
When the whole world’s gone, you wont be alone
’cause I’ll be there
And when the whole world is gone
You’ll always have my shoulder to cry on

2008-09-08T15:00:00.004+08:00

My trip to kampung were eminently drollery. There were so much mirth during the trip and the stay. It`s great to have this kind of family`s day trip. My family and i, especially yang si kecik tu, were very 'jakun' when we reached to the kerepeks and kuih store/warehouse. However, my parents were still not satisfied with it. This coming 21 they will be going there again. And i wonder what`s more they want to wholesale. Nanti bukan tetamu yang makan, kite anak beranak yang bedal dulu. And and and the most historic and essence day that i`ve been wanting and waiting is coming real soon. I`ll be a very halcyon person on that particular day. Right now, i should be concentrating on my N levels paper which in 2 weeks time. I`ll be focusing more on all the subjects but not for humanities ehh. Tu subject yang aku siang-siang dah surrender. For pictures, please visit my sisters` blog(if you know who my sisters are). I`m slothful to publish it but at least i managed to update frequently. Okay, bye. *Dan demi nafas yang telah kau hembuskan dalam.............(continue singing)*

2008-09-06T08:50:00.006+08:00

I`m in love with DENGAN NAFASMU SANG BY UNGU song.
(highlight it if you want to know)
Hear it while reading my post.((:

The main computer`s keyboard is impair so i had to use my father`s laptop to surf the net. Using laptop is very pesky, you know. A few hours left before i headed to kampung. One reason my parent wants to go there badly by this week is because they wanted to wholesale all the kerepeks and kuih. They do not want to miss a thing this year unlike last year. All our favorites kerepeks and kuih were sold out. This year hari raya would be much different from the past years. We do not know where is our first pit stop on the first day of hari raya. It`s kind of melancholy when i think about it again. I won`t be able to taste all of her food especially her sambal sotong forever. Last year i miss it due to some reasons. Seriously, ira rindu nyayi. Okay, let`s not talk about it. Next up, i observe that two of my family member is very adorable and irk. I shall end this refurbish with the conversation-why-i-said-adorable-and-irk later. I purposely did not want to talk about my N level papers. Because it`s damn arduous to me especially social studies. What i study, it doesnt came out at all. And i mean NONE of it. And and and and and and and and, i cant wait on the 3 of October.

A conversation with aidil:-
He came up to me while i`m watching Indonesian drama.
HIM: Kak ira, capek tu ape?
ME:*i was laughing cause i find it cute when he pronounce the word capek* Oh, capek tu penat.
HIM: Oh penat eh.
A few seconds later and he asked me.
HIM: Kamu capek ya? *with his adorable face*
And i can`t stop laughing.

A conversation with my father:-
While waiting for the food being served.
ME: Bapak, this year baju raya colour brown kan?
HIM: Tk la.*With his choleric face*
ME: Abeh colour ape? Kate nk brown this year.
HIM: Colour coklat.*tunjuk muke saje-je-jawab-face*
ME: Coklat dgn brown kan same, pak.
HIM: Bapak tetap nak coklat this year. No brown allowed.
ME: *muke tgh geram*.
Isn`t my father very irk?

2008-09-04T23:06:00.004+08:00

I had jest with the sibling`s outing just now. We were like jakun when we were at the bazaar geylang. We intend to know what`s the latest fashion and design of the baju kurung this year. Colour for this year is already confirmed. Alright, a short refurbish will do for today. Bye, thanks for reading/visiting anyway. I promise i`ll update frequently.

2008-08-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

2008-08-24T16:18:00.007+08:00

My weekends were spent very wisely. Since i had nothing to do, but actually there is, i watched Indonesian drama series. I am so into it right now. Because why? Because of the actress and actors and the way they managed to capture the viewer`s heart to stay put until it ends. They are so pulchritudinous. For those who have Indonesian channel, you know what i meant. Next up, my sisters are seriously make me choleric. And i mean SISTERS. Sometimes, they are just ineffective and inelegant. And for those who said about my vocabulary, sorry la kalau menyusahkan korang. Haha. Bukan korang je eh nk kene ade dictionary by ur side, aku pun tau. Ala mane tau korang bace aku nye post boleh improve korang nye english. Hahahahahaha. Okay, bye.

2008-08-22T13:18:00.006+08:00

Prelim is like finally over. Yes, i`m halcyon. In fact, very halcyon. But still, i`m left with monumental examination which in 2 weeks time. And after that, baru boleh enjoy. I`m solicitous to know what i get for all the subjects especially maths(eventhough paper 2 was arduous). It doesn`t matter how much i get. I still could revise for the last round/minute. Okay, bye.

2008-08-19T20:30:00.003+08:00

I`m slothful to update. Next time eh. Sorry. BUT, i`m halcyon with my relationship. Okay, bye. Thanks for visiting/reading anyways.

2008-08-12T15:05:00.008+08:00

Aku suke lelaki nama Naufal. And this baby happens to have the name that i love. Rahul Naufal Khan. Kampung made my weekend gaiety. I did enjoy every moment of it. How i wished i could stayed there for another day or perhaps till my mind is at ease. Oh cannot, bf will be lonely. Padan muke die. Haha. My siblings and i were taught how to pluck fruits by my father. It feels great because we were able to differentiate the respective trees and were given the chance to pluck the fruits by ourself. Thank God, i experience and explore new things in my life. My mother and i were having a major problem in our own life. But hers is the worst. Some more, her reputation almost been affected. It may not be nice to share it here but i`m touched with her words when she asked me how to solve the matter when the fact is that she`s been (insert word). I guess she should just leave the matter alone and let the department decide on the consequences. If she knew that it was not her fault, there`s no need a feelings of guilty in her, what. My preliminary results were extremely harrowing. What i expected is not what i deficient. OHHWW, did someone just called me (insert word).

2008-08-08T11:39:00.005+08:00

Now, i noticed that my blog is too small and too limited. Haha. Not gonna change it. Cute pe blog aku. I give up with my art. Everything that has a connection with art, i`m slothful to do it. Like seriously, i thought art is easy as falling off a log. But, nah. It`s the opposite way. Okay, don`t want to talk about school anymore. My weekend gonna be fun since monday itself, there`s no school, i guess. Make useful of this days before examination turbulent you. I miss kampung very, very much and i`m still constructing my link.

2008-08-07T19:42:00.010+08:00

Its new and a fresh one. I decided to blog again because of no reason why. Just for fun i guess. And please DO NOT expect me to update frequently. I`m slothful to type out all those keys. I`m sorry because i can`t link you guys like what i want it to be. Be my guest if you want to link me. Did someone just made me choleric today? Social Studies paper was facile because my favourite topic, natural scarce resources, came out and i only studied that one chapter. I`m not totally prepared yet but at least i managed to answer all except for judgement question. I lost 13 marks already. Yeah, three papers down and left four more to go! And i love my bf. (=